ACCEPT who we are

An impromptu and quick post.

As you can clearly seen from the title, to accept who we are.

We are born to live our lives but not others.

Before doing what we like, we have to accept who we are.

Either it is bad or good, we accept all of them.

I have colorful dip dyed hair,

which gives others an impression of the bad girls' attitudes.

My rugged fashion style, my tattoos do not create any good impression to many.

I did made surveys among my friends:

''C'mon tell me your first impression toward me.''

Majority answered as below:

'Party Babe'

'Smoking Lady'

'Violence'

'Impudent'

haha...yeah that's right.

but in fact I am totally opposite of what they have described.

When they get to know me, they said:

''holy shit! We got fooled by your cover!''

I don't like crowded areas, I am more like a nanny.

Stay at home, doing some DIYs.

Thinking of new cooking recipe.

Having karaoke session in my room and bathroom.

I am polite to people who polite to me.

If you're impudent, sorry I am not an angel anymore.

I am violence when I am playing guitar. LOL

Don't disturb me when I am playing guitar,

or else you're putting yourself to death.

Okay, the last two sentences were jokes.

Ignore, just ignore ;P

I accept all the bad and good of myself.

Impression is created to let other 'love' or 'hate' you.

I don't care how others actually think of me, because I live my life.

I have a very mysterious cover, and once you read through the pages,

from the first page to the next page, you'll know more.

If your partner told you: ''I don't like you because of your 'packaging'',

don't be sad, because he or she doesn't worth for your love.

They love 'packaging' but not the real you.

They shouldn't date you but the marketing people.

True love accept the good and bad of their partners.

Just like our parents. Parents will not blame us on our imperfections.

They accept who we are and always provide unconditional love to us.

If you want others to accept who you are,

FIRST you have to know yourself,

accept who you are ;)

First post of the year 2015

Hello February! I am back. ;)

February is one of my favourite months of the year.

Because it's my birthday month.

And I'd love to start my first post on the year in this special month.

So what's my resolution in 2015?

Uh huh!

I resigned from my previous work last December and

I have just started my online clothing business - PICKASZU.

One of my resolutions of the year:

 build good business :D

PICKASZU (pronounce as ''Pick-A-Zoo'') 

concerning to create individual’s fashion style. 

PICK carries the meaning of choosing the right style for yourself 

whilst ''A'' is the initial my name 'Amanda'

and ''SZU' 'representing my second last name.

PICKASZU was inspired from ‘’retro-future’’ culture

that blends the essence from past generations and 

current trends to develop a characteristic, fun and unique brand.

Just like my style, I like funky and odd.

Do follow PICKASZU at Facebook and Instagram to know more.

Take a look at our business card, isn't it nice?

Most of the stocks basically are from China and Thailand.

All items are limited, no restock in the future.

Only significant products will be restocked.

Here are some of the products.

We provide FREE shipping for DOMESTIC orders with NO MINIMUM purchase.

We do ship WORLDWIDE!

Shop more to entitle FREE shipping to your country.

and temporary our website is under construction, 

stay tuned for my post to get the latest update.

If you'd like to purchase our products, 

just leave a message at our Facebook page.

We will get back to you ASAP.

Gonna work hard now! See ya in next post! ;)

And maybe, My time will come, And I'll be the lucky one

Simple Plan speaks my mind all the time with their music ;)

Well, maybe one day I'’ll be back on my feet,
And all of this pain will be gone.
And maybe it won’t be so hard to be me,
Then I’'ll found out just where I belong.
It feel like it's taking forever,
But one day things can get better.
And maybe,
My time will come,
And I’';l be the lucky one.

There're always hopes.

Hope for you.

Hope for people you love.

It's all about me, my thought and my life

This post is all about what I like, dislike, my thought and my life.

Photo credits: pinterest.com

Photo credits: eofdreams.com

Grocery stores vs boutique outlets 

Frankly speaking, I love shopping at grocery stores than any boutique outlets. One of the reasons is because of the food. Everybody loves food and we need food to survive. I can spend up to 3 hours in a grocery store! For boutique outlets, I think the longest time I will be staying there is about 15 minutes, unless I am accompanying someone else like family or friends or I need to shop for someone's present.Yeah you might say what are you doing in the grocery stores for 3 hours? Walk around, look for new products or ends up buying some ingredients and cook at home! I love cuisine. I love to cook. Probably that's the reason that make me stay longer in a grocery store. Well, I like food but I am a petite eater. I prefer to be a home cook chef than the one to enjoy a meal. Besides of grocery stores, I love shopping in the market too. Looking at the colorful vegetables and fruits, making me even want to stay longer at the market. LOL

Photo credits: deviantart.com

Bright vs dark

Well...of course I prefer staying in a bright setting because it gives me a sense of hope. There is always hope in the darkest of the days. Why not dark? here is a story...I remembered it happened to me when I was in kindergarten. I wore a singlet resting on bed in 'starfish' position. Suddenly I felt something on my left underarm...oh my gosh! Something resting on my underarm! Arrrggg...I shouted like a mad, jumping up from my bed, keep on shouting...just like a chimpanzee shouting ''ugh ah ugh ah...'' Dang! Stupid flying cockroach! After that incident, I started to hate dark settings. If I am in a new environment, please don't scare me telling me something creepy cuz I have good imagination! I might think of 'hundred cockroaches' coming to attack me. I am a screamer. If you are sleeping next to me for the first time, do let me know your sleeping habits such as snoring or you always have lucid dreams where you might talk to yourself and you might hit or punch me as in I am your 'enemy' in your dreams and etc. Don't expect me to know your sleeping habits, tell me. At least I know what to do such as slapping you on your face to wake you up LOL...joking. 

Dress vs skirt

I would go for dress. I love to wear dress than a skirt because dress looks lovely on me LOL *self-praising* But unfortunately I hardly shop for clothes. Therefore, you might see me wearing the same clothes again, again and again. I don't purchase clothes because they are cheap, unless I really need or like the design. Everyday is a shopping day for ladies. Whether they are happy or not, they still shop no matter how. They see new arrival clothes, they grab it. They see 'ON SALE', they still grab like mad. But for men, we shop only when we need it. Maybe I am wrong. Just my own opinion. I spend most of my time in the grocery stores than boutique outlets.

Photo credits: spinoff.comicbookeresources.com

Action vs love story

I prefer action film. I love martial arts! Jackie Chan are Donnie Yen are simply cool! Maybe I love violent. Haha...I think the last film I have watched last month was The Dawn of the Planet of the Apes. The war between apes and men. A nice action movie. One of my favorite significant quotes is ' Apes forgive but men don't'. That's right! I hope Ceasar is my friend. LOL!! Okay I know I am too much.

Photo credits: webneel.com

Colorful vs Black or White

Depends. I love colorful clothing and accessories but black or white for gadgets. I love colorful items because they show a sense of  hope and happiness in life, just like my own definition of 'bright'. When we grow older, we have a lot of burdens. One thing to make myself happy is to grab some colorful goods. Too much of colors on yourself make you look like a clown. So, I usually choose plain black or white color for my gadgets. For instance, black casing for my phone and black color laptop. For heels, I prefer black too because it looks nice and easy to match with any color. On top of that, I only wear heels for special occasion, therefore I go for safe color - black. For sneakers, I'll go colorful. 

A thought which I have been thinking ages ago

Yea. It's about ARTIFICIAL INSEMINATION (AI)

I am not a doctor, 

thus I am not going to blog so much on the process

stuff and stuff...

if you would like to know more about 

WHAT IS IT? read it here Fertility treatment artificial insemination (IUI)  

There are many reasons that people wanted to have AI.

And why I wanted it?

*You don't have a partner*

*It might be too young for you to think about it*

Right. Well, just a random thought.

A research done by Medical Daily

stated that 

1 In 7 Adults 

Are Not

With Their True Love

*and so?*

After reading this article,

I came out with this thought.

If I would not be with my TRUE LOVE

I rather be staying alone until I die

*LOL you're mad！*
*You never know who you're going to end with your life!*

Yea...Well, I think if I am given a chance

I wish I could have his baby through AI

and I will NOT ask him to take care of the baby

cos HE HAS HIS RIGHT to be with HIS TRUE LOVE

and of course the baby belongs to HIM

the baby can call him DAD

and call me MUM

but the point here is

DAD and MUM have their own lives

I know this kind of thought sounds stupid to many of you.

But what I think is...

when you're really INTO a man

you really want to have 'something' 

which can be connected to him.

When the man has found his true love

wish and bless him.

Love is all around.

It does not mean without a partner

your life will be like hell.

There are so many people out there that need our loves.

Without a true love,

it is just like a story with 

 '' ... '' ellipsis

never end,  life still goes on

but not a ' . ' full stop.

Keep on moving people.

Being happy is a choice

Not a chance.

Always remember,

you deserve a better life.

Love yourself before you love others.

5 years from now

A friend of mine told me

''Did you know what you are doing right now is what you've told me in the past few years?''

''Did I?''

''Yes, you actually achieved them!''

''You actually did that!''

My sis told me

''You amazed me because what you said you plan to achieve the next year, and you did it!''

Well, I am not sure.

Let's try... I'll come back to this post after 5 years 

errr...which means 2019.

712 was the date I met him, this guy called Anthony.

I will remember the day until the end of my life.

What's so special about him?

Nothing.

Just someone that makes me smile, laugh and cry all the time.

I told my sis about Anthony.

I told her

''If one day when I am gone in this world, remember to tell Anthony...''

What's that? This is my secret, why should I tell the whole world?

It's between my sis and I.

So, my sis will be my 'agent' to tell Anthony my small secret...

LOL

 *whispering to my sis, make sure you remember to tell him when I am gone!*

Nobody knows what will happen in 5 years time.

So, I am writing this to see whether this post will be a funny history 

or some amazing history of mine.

I have just started work as a journalist in a local leisure publication.

Well, as you read my blog

You will know. I have fair writing skill

Still learning to improve my writing skill..

So, I have to thank Clarence for hiring me.

*taking such a big risk to hire me LOL*

Giving me such a golden opportunity 

to learn and work in the publication industry.

I really really appreciate that!

THANK YOU!!!

Right now I am still learning guitar,

picking up my French courses

Learning to be a better journalist...

It's like a baby who just started to walk.

Step by step...

Doing the best I can to achieve what I want.

Dear GOD and to the future me, 

I hope what I wish for the moment:

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*the notes above can be read by myself only. hehe

is to be achieved in 5 years time.

Yours Sincerely,

Amanda

If you want to achieve something and 

not sure whether will you achieve them?

Do exactly what I do...

you will find it an interesting piece

 when you read it based on your given time frame.

All the best!!

Not a fashion blogger, I am just who I am

 Browsing through the net

 while waiting for

 time to pass by in the office...

Read few blog posts

mostly about Fashion...

Nowadays everyone wants to be fashion bloggers

they write,
 they post, 
they share

EVERYTHING...

everything that they know...

I have my own fashion

I don't follow the trend

because I just wear whatever

I think it suits me

and the most important...

Fashion fades, Style is eternal

yeah I did mention in my previous post.

and these are what I usually wear...

I love reading fashion blog too...

sometimes the info is quite interesting

it is not an easy task to become a fashion blogger

you gotta update your blog randomly...

which I find it hard for me...

I'm lazy to stick in front of the computer!

I hate facing the square box screen...

Even television...LOL

yeah, that's why I can't be a blogger.

I just write whatever I like,

share whatever I want,

when I have the intention to write.

I bet fashion bloggers always think of

'WHAT TO WRITE?'

'WHAT SHOULD I SHARE?'

'WHAT IS NEXT?'

all the W-H-A-T questions popping up from their minds.

so I think I better stick to who I am now

a FREE blogger

you have FREE time

FREE topic

FREE mind...

do whatever you want.

Picked up a French course recently...

feeling great even though

most of the time

I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE TUTOR IS SPEAKING

haha...of course I will ask him...

ask him to explain...

Guitar lessons are still running

and now French course...

imagine...if I am a blogger,

how could I manage to update my post randomly?

Work, Guitar, French, Blog, Sleep

It may look simple, 

an easy routine...

I have to practice my guitar 

learn to understand the note 

instead of playing it 

without knowing the note

Twist my tongue to speak French

Trying to ensure my pronunciation is correct

Trying to understand the meaning

Oh...this life is really great!

I mean it...

I really enjoy what I am doing now.

But to some people

they might think

I'm wasting my time 

doing these things at my age...

yeah 24...

Well, what I have to say is...

when you don't have

the opportunity to learn things

that you want when you was a kid

you will never know

how I really want to achieve them now....

I only live once

It might be a waste of time to somebody

but I would regret for the rest of my life

IF I DIE TOMORROW...

TRUST ME

do whatever things you want

it's never too late to learn

all we need is a YOUNG HEART

kids always fall when they learn to walk

they cry out loud

but still they will stand up

continue their journey...

no matter how many times they fall

they still BELIEVE that

they GONNA MAKE IT...

sometimes we adults need to think in that way

not to think about the past

but to motivate us to move forward

move forward to the things that we want.

ONE DAY 

your dream will be achieved

don't worry about falling down

don't worry about the time that it takes

to make your dream come true...

NEVER LET YOUR 
FEAR
 TO DECIDE 
YOUR
 FUTURE